When you believed that it was supposed to be:
Everyone who's ever said anything to me told me not to give up, and I really suppose that I shouldn't...seeing how if nothing else I've only improved. Its scary to think that I thought what I was doing was enough . I seriously sought help...did everything I could that was within my grasp....got my parents angry with me...spent loads of money on bus...and for what? For two words and a letter that will tell me how much I failed by. The real kicker is how hard I worked...well...I suppose everyone worked hard.
Here's some of the work. Most of it is in PDF so I will see if I can get my portfolio up here so that i may be judged.